![]() I didn't tell him that, straight guy though I may be, I was really in awe of his penis. He has a sense of humor about it and explained that at the time he needed an influx of cash and doing three or four porn vids was a quick and easy way to get it. Oh, my neighbor, it turns out, didn't mind that I'd seen one of his vids. ![]() And watching my neighbor swinging his oversized schlong around in that porn video, all I could think of was that God can be a real asshole. Every part of our bodies, all created especially for us and put into place by the Lord God himself. Every finger, every toe, every hair on our heads. But you know, watching my neighbor in that movie, I kept remembering how, years ago, in Sunday School, they told us that God designs each and every one of us. I wanted to see for myself that it was really him. The guy who hepped me to this loaned me one of the neighbor's vids, which I watched. I have a neighbor who, I was told, had done a handful of porn videos a few years prior. And the fact that I have no awards on my mantle has nothing to do with it. Oh, but the awards shows? Totally stupid and completely ludicrous. Probably no larger a percentage of seriously screwed up people than you'll find in any other business. I have no regrets about doing what I did. I quit the business because my partner (who I am still with thirty years later) was not crazy about his husband's naked backside appearing on TV screens. (You try to look all hot and bothered when you're paired with someone who has zero appeal to you and tell me there's no acting involved.) Also, many men have trouble, um, "functioning" during a shoot with a bunch of guys standing around watching and stops and starts to fiddle with the camera or the lights or to touch up somebody's make-up or whatever. The money was very decent (not so much now) and I handled the stresses of the business well. An "I'll do it if you'll do it" thing with a buddy. ![]() ![]() I did somewhere between 25 and 30 gay porn videos between the mid-'80s and the early '90s and my life growing up was very normal and very average. ![]()
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